..god .. please , please help me ... :(
..Please dispose of these feelings, please throw away feeling that I don't know what it is ..
..I'm too tired to hold it all ..
..I'm tired, really really tired ..
..really tired to holding all the things which I want to express ..
..honestly, I want to be angry ... very angry ..
..but, WHY ??? Why I like you're not allowed ?? Why ???
..some times, every time I want to be angry and I do it ...
..suddenly I felt very very deep sense of gulit and the I apologize to her/him knees ..
..Could I ask you something, god?
..why don't you give me some a feeling of 'sincerity' ? surely you would have me be patient ..
..what am I allowed to be bad people, god ? I don't think so .. but why do I always feel hurt
..What am I allowed to steal everything he/she had? I think not ... b'cause that's what you don't want to me ..
..What am I allowed to ask everyone to HATE ME ?? possibly can, b'cause I'm stupid .. the fool girl
...What I should end with the death of all this ? hahahha, I'm really crazy girl !
..Oh god, I'm depressed with this feeling, you know !!!
..please, give me the way out ..
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