Friday, December 31, 2010

notes silly girl ! 'goodbye 2010, welcome 2011'

Hi, I'm come back !! with many stories and many feelings ..

but today I'll tell a little 'bout significance in 2010 ..
hahahaha.. you know what ? this is my last text in 2010 ..

'cause today is 31st December 2010

so .. tomorrow is a new day, a new month, and A NEW YEAR !!



2010 ...
yeah .. tahun 2010 buat aku very amazing! you know what ?
di tahun 2010 aku merasakan banyak hal .. mulai dari ..

..happiness ..


..sadness..


.. friendship ..


.. love ..


.. meaning of life ..

.. kelahiran dan kematian ..


.. and don't miss kasih sayang ..


di tahun ini, aku sangat bersyukur kepada sang pencipta *waduh bahasanya ? hahahha
Dia memberiku sebuah kenikmatan yang sangat amat cukup ..
tapi semua itu juga harus dilandasi dengan keterpurukan ..

'berakit rakit ke hulu, berenang renang ketepian .. berasakit - sakit dahulu, bersenang - senang kemudian'

yap! bener banget kata pepatah itu !! J

many memories that I saved in this year ..

much experience should I look up at this years and I'll make as a lesson ..


hmm .. 2010 I'll miss you .. goodbye 잘가 ..

2011 .. welcome ..

wishes in 2011 .. I hope I could be a better person and I hope all what I want can come true .. AMIN .. J

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Will you kiss me ?? -part 2-

‘ringggg … ringgg ….’

Bunyi alarm mungil yang bertengger di meja kecil sebelah tempat tidur sukses membuat si pemilik kamar bangun.

“khaaaa~~ .. “ Euncha menguap sambil melihat sekitarnya. Berusaha mengumpulkan nyawanya yang masih menempel di kasurnya pink softnya. Setelah dia merasa ‘FULL’, Euncha beranjak dari tempat tidurnya dan masuk ke dalam kamar mandi.

Setelah mandi, Euncha memakai seragam sekolah barunya. Ya, Euncha adalah siswa baru di Param High School. Dan hari ini jelas hari pertamanya masuk sekolah barunya itu.

“Eommoni, Aboeji, aku berangkat dulu .. Annyeong “ pamitnya.

“Ne, hati – hati ya … carilah banyak teman ! “ suruh Appanya.

“Ne .. “ jawab Euncha.

Euncha mengeluarkan sepedanya dari bagasi rumah dan mengayuhnya sampai ke sekolah.

‘Cittt …’

Euncha mengerem sepedanya tepat di depan gedung yang sangat luas dan besar. Dan bertuliskan Param Hisgh School.

“Hufff …Param High School “ euncha menghebuskan nafas panjangnya.

“sudahlah .. masuk saja “ gumamnya lagi. Dengan langkah berat, akhirnya Euncha masuk ke dalam sekolah itu.

Kelas X A ..

“Ah .. annyeong, boleh aku tau kelas X A dimana ?” tanyanya pada seorang gadis sebayanya. Gadis itupun menoleh ke arah si penanya.

“OMO !! “ pekik mereka berdua bersamaan.

“Kyaa !! Kau juga sekolah disini ?? Aigoo .. tidak kusangka aku 1 sekolah lagi denganmu .. !! “ pekik gadis itu riang sambil merangkul Euncha sambil meloncat - loncat.

“Ne ! Kita 1 sekolah lagi !! “ pekik Euncha tak kalah girang, mereka berdua sukses menjadi bahan tontonan orang – orang sekitar. Menyadari orang – orang di sekitarnya melihat kea rah mereka, merekapun menghentikannya.

“hehe .. mian .. mianhaeyoo .. “ ucap mereka kepada orang – orang.

“Euncha, kau bilang apa tadi ?? X A ? Kau kelas X A ? “ tanya Min Ri setelah semuanya kembali normal.

“hmm .. geudae .. “ jawab Euncha. Tiba – tiba Min Ri memeluk Euncha lagi.

“Mwoo … kita 1 kelas !! “ pekik Euncha yang ternyata 1 kelas dengan Min Ri.

“Ne! Ayo kita ke kelas sama – sama “ ajak Min Ri menggandeng tangan Euncha.

Seluruh siswa baru berkumpul di halaman sekolah. Kepala Sekolah Choi memberikan pengunguman dan menyatakan hari pertama Orientasi untuk siswa baru. Setelah Kepala sekolah Choi berpidato panjang lebar, akhirnya semua siswa di perbolehkan meninggalkan halaman dan masuk ke kelas mereka masing – masing untuk Orientasi.

“kenapa harus ada hal seperti ini ?? “ gumam Min Ri.

“ya memang harus begini, setiap masuk sekolah baru juga seperti inikan ?” jawab Euncha.

“jhoa .. hanjiman … “ ucap Min Ri menggantung.

“mwo ? tapi apa ? “ tanya Euncha penasaran.

“ Geu !! Geu .. “ pekiknya pelan melihat arah jendela luar kelas. Euncha mengikuti arah mata Min Ri. Dan ..

Euncha cepat – cepat menutup wajahnya dengan buku, berusaha tidak ingin dilihat oleh orang yang Min Ri maksud.

“ahh ... “ pekik Euncha.

'sekolah disini ...' Tiba – tiba 2 orang namja masuk ke dalam kelas


“Annyeonghaseo, nanneun Cho Kyuhyun imnida. Aku yang akan mengurus kalian dalam Orientasi ini. Bangabseubnida. “ ucap namja tinggi, berkulit putih dan matanya sangat tajam. Rambutnya yang sedikit pirang membuat wajahnya terlihat pucat. Seperti drakula. –“

'aigoo bukanya dia ??'

“Annyeonghaseo .. nanneun Lee Sungmin imnida. Aku juga yang akan mengurus kalian dalam Orientasi ini. Mohon kerja samanya “ ucap satu namja lagi. Dia sangat manis, kulitnya putih dan wajahnya juga sangat ramah.

'seperti pengeran ..'

Euncha terhipnotis dengan namja bernama Sungmin itu. Namja itu melihat ke arah Euncha yang sedari tadi melihatinya, melayangkan senyuman ke arah Euncha.

‘Deg!’

Rasanya jantungnya berhenti. Nafasnya juga tidak tekendali. Wajah Euncha berubah merah padam.

“Minam .. “ seru seseorang tiba – tiba yang jelas membuat Euncha sadar.

“hm ?” Euncha mengernyitkan keningnya pada Min Ri.



“omona .. kenapa harus surat cinta ?? “ pekik Euncha setelah di beritahu bahwa tugasnya membuat surat cinta untuk senior di sekolah ini. Jelas – jelas Euncha sama sekali tidak menyukai ini, Euncha sama sekali belum pernah menulis surat cinta. Apalagi dia juga belum pernah dapat surat cinta dari seorang namja sekalipun.

“aku harus bagaimana ??? aaaa ~ “ pekiknya. Euncha bingung harus bagaimana membuat surat cintanya. Euncha terlihat stress sedangkan Min Ri yang ada di sebelahnya sibuk menulis dan sedikit diiringin senyuman yang aneh.

"eh, Euncha kau mau kemana ? " tanya Min Ri saat Euncha beranjak dari duduknya.

"ke perpustakaan .. mungkin ada buku cra membuat surat cinta " celetuk Euncha pasrah dan meninggalkan Min Ri. Min Ri hanya terkekeh melihat Euncha yang sudah frustasi.



Perpustakaan ...


Ruangan yang dipenuhi buku - buku ini sangat sepi, hanya beberapa murid saja yang sedang membaca disini ataupun melihat - lihat buku. Euncha memulai dari rak buku paling pojok kanan.

"buku .. surat .. mm .. cara ... " gumam Euncha sambil mencari - cari setiap judul di buku - buku yang terpajang di rak.

"yak! Lee Euncha, mana ada buku seperti itu di sini ??! Babo " ucap Euncha sambil memukuli kepalanya.

" ada yang bisa di bantu ? " tanya seseorang tiba - tiba.

"hah ? Ne ?? " pekik Euncha terkejut. Seorang namja berdiri disampingnya dengan senyum manis yang dikeluarkannya di kelas tadi.

"kau sedang mencari apa ? " tanya namja itu lagi. Lee Sungmin.

" ha, aniyo sunbae .. " jawab Euncha grogi, dia merasa jantungnya sudah melibihi batas detakan.

"mm .. bukannya kau .. " ucap Sungmin menggantung.





-TBC-


nb : mian rada acak adut, udah lama ga bikin jadi masih perlu adaptasi lagi ^^

Thursday, December 9, 2010

notes silly girl ! 'yes, my embroidery !'

.. today .. and maybe tomorrow, after tomorrow, and so on ..

..you probably will not understand 'bout this ..

..I wanna start again ..
..I wanna all thing back to normal ..

.. yeah ..


..now .. I've got my bestfriends again .. yes I know, it's too early but I'll start!
.. remeber that I ever said ..


''Trust me, that everything will be back as usual ! It's my fault and I'll put it right ..''




and yeah .. I'll start to this !
I'll get it again!



and how 'bout you ??
I'ill forget you!


that's you want, huh ?!


so .. I'll grant it!


thanks .. for anything .. that you gave me something which I never felt again since 2 years ago ..
thanks for your time ..


No ! I'm not give up, oh no hahahah ~
I just think that .. is ..


eum .. this isn't time to think 'bout it ..

I just think my future, my parents, my bestfriends .. and not much else (Insyaallah)


I don't think you're my enemy or whateve' it's ..
you still my friend .. :)




so this is my embroidery .. whis me luck for this !! yay (y)

Monday, November 15, 2010

notes silly girl ! 'too late .. yeah .. this is my fault'

..for the first time ..
.. I just wanna say .. Sorry .. really ..

..I've make you like this ..


...hang your feelings ..

..always make you wondering ..

..toying your feeling .. NO !! I didn't do it ! I'm just .. just want to know .. how far you love me...
..honestly .. you're the one I love ..

..since 2 years ago and now .. I feel it again ..
..yeah .. you got it !

..but .. it's my fault ..
..make you like this, really don't mean like this! ..




.. just the end ..
..you and I couldn't be like the first time we met..
..I must accept the reality ..

..if you want this, I'll get over you ..
..just want to forget the feelings that I gave you ..



..sorry .. I can't confess my feeling with you..
..too late .. too late to make you trust me again ..


..




...GOD ! I'M EVIL !! I've hurts someone feelings ..
...GOD ! I'M FOOL !! i make that mistake again .. that has to waste ..
...GOD I'M FOOL AND I'M EVIL !! ...

...punish me .. PUNISH ME !!! ...

..I think this all worth for me ..

Saturday, October 30, 2010

notes silly girl ! 'my mistake'




..did you know ? I'm just done the stupied thing ..
..I did it (again)..



..more ... I (probably) will lose it ..

..yeah .. someone who I just found ..

..someone who's just I know it means attending ...
..and ..

..someone who just .. I love ..




..I know .. this is too late notice is present ..

..aware of himself ..





..this is (my) mistake ..

..this is my mistake .. not aware with his presence ..
..this is my mistake .. too late loving him ..
..this is my mistake .. not making you love me ..




..what all will come back ?..

..who always with me when I get insomnia ..
..who always make shout out about me and say ..

'strawberry orange'

...really ..
..really I ... I miss him ..



...you know what the reason I was late ? ..
..cause ... cause my heart too afraid to say the same with your heart ..
..and .. I'm afraid fall'in love with someone after 2 years ago ..

..since that .. my heart become frozen ..
..can't melt with anything ..




..but you ..
..you can touch my frozen heart slowly ..
..yeah .. you have the key of my heart ..
..that's way ..
..I choose you to complete my heart .. and I wanna say love you too ..


..but .. now .. too impossible ! ..


..I'm just want everthings .. back to normal ..
..and ..


..please .. Forgive me ..

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

notes silly girl ! 'I can't ... really '

...god ... please really ...

...why I can't like this ???? WHY ???...

...why every I played and I responed right away ...



...why I always feel sick ??? and I just do that ....







...what is this feeling?? ...




...네! ... 사랑 ...





...yes, maybe I'm in love with you ...



...BUT WHY YOUUUU !!!!...

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

notes silly girl ! 'like a fool'

...I want spill my new story ...

...you know ??? especially YOU, BOY !! and some girls ...


...did you want to know ??? ...


...really ??? really, you really want to know what the contents of my heart now ?? ...



...sure ???...


...what you'll not regret it later ???...



...okay, listen! ...









...you !! You !!! Yeah YOU !!! ...

...I hate you !! More than!! ...



...such as toys, when you were sad to come to me and talk about anything, which to be honest it makes me smile and happy ...

...but after that, you throw away. Yeah I'm like a toys that you just needs time just sad...
...stupidly, I just keep quiet when you playing with...
...I just made you as trash ...

...I'm a stupid toy that can keep all your behaviour,

...smiling when you're happy...

...saying 'be patient...', 'don't talk like that!' when you're sad or angry...


...I just trying to understand you ...


... you know what I feel when you deny your words ? ...


...hope you also feel it...




...I can't manage you, b'cause I was nobody. Up to you ...






...the second...

...I don't know, really don't know about you. what do want for me ?...
...once again ... someone make me like a toys ...

...He make me really like a toys, more precisely ... fool toys !! ...


...sometime .. you make me fly ...
...make me shy ...

...make me blushing ...




...and now ...

...you make me feel heartbeat ...





...you !!! yeah YOU !!! ...
...you have make me like this !!! ...

...after you make me like this, you .. hang me ..
...don't know what you want ...


...I've open it, but why ? Why you haven't already done ??? ...

...you want to torture me ?...

...with a sense of dreamy ..




...huuff ...


...never mind ... I realize that I'm just a fool girl ..